Rainbow Over Beaverton Public School
by James Effer
I was all set to post about March Break - how great the weather was, how my sinuses are still inflamed and making me headachy, and how many things I have to do once I get back to school.
And then I got a phonecall saying that one of my colleagues has died.
James (Jim) Effer worked with me for eight years. He took the author portrait on my website, and here, on this blog. And he did it for free, because that's just the kind of guy he was. He actually LIKED helping people, and the pleasure he got from that showed on his face when you thanked him.
Jim had just returned from a week in the Dominican Republic when he collapsed. I hope it was a good holiday for him, and for his family. I hope they won't be traumatized by having been there, and not being able to help.
I was only fifteen when my own dad died. And while I would never wish cancer on anyone, I am grateful that I had time to prepare myself, and say good-bye. When the time came, as bad as it was to lose him, I was actually relieved to see his suffering end. I live with the sadness of not having him in my life, but I don't have any regrets about things that were unsaid, and in that, I am lucky.
Just last night - perhaps while Jim was passing on - my husband and I were talking about events that happened ten years ago. "We're getting old fast!" he said. And, as is my habit, I reminded him that "the alternative is worse", using the examples of his brother-in-law, who died at 34, and my dad, who didn't make it out of his forties, where I am now.
I meant it when I said it, but I mean it more today, because Jim's last gift to me was a fresh perspective on making the most of the time you've got.
I agree. I knew Jim through the newspaper when he submitted pictures to the PortPerry Star and we stayed in touch in recent years. I just saw him at the Big Brothers Wing Night in Port Perry and he was full of life - having a good laugh. I'm going to miss him and my heart goes out to his family. I pray they will hold onto his memory and be able to smile at the thoughts of the wonderful man he was. Dave Stell
ReplyDeleteI've know Jim since 1991. He was a good friend, a wonderful father and a fantastic husband. I was very touched by your entry and actually shared it with his wife Suzanne and his children Charlotte and Sam. I hope you don't mind. I think it's important for them to hear the impact he has had on other people.
ReplyDeleteThanks again for posting this in your blog.
Marie-France
Thanks, Dave and Marie-France, for reading and sharing. My thoughts to you, too, at this difficult time.
ReplyDeleteThanks Kimberly. I found your blog during a random search of Jim's name. I am amazed to find that Jim didnt have a circle of friends, but an area of friends that was vast and strong.
ReplyDeleteAnd you are correct. Jim found great pleasure in helping people. It's nice to see his gesture wasnt missed.
Steve Effer - Jim's brother
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